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i am home sick and pondering the irony of life. everything is ethereal and nothing can be captured, not for long anyway. i'm going to finish my school work and my personal statement. then, i'm going to write, but i might not show you..it depends. cantwaittogetoutofhere.

it's been a month and a bit since my last post, and everything is once again in its constant cycle of change. i've decided to upload some new deviations, i felt the time was right. the photos are from the shoot for "When the Day met the Night" for my photograpy Systems of Knowledge project and were shot on a very sunny morning in late july, and things seemed much simpler then. Basically, together the photos make up the whole song (by Panic at the Disco..) but alone, they take on a life outside the finished piece, which is what initially made me fall in love with the concept of the project and the beauty that is the creative process. The model

it's been ages. i don't know. i don't really know how to write anyomore (not that i ever really did know..) and school finished today. first year already gone. it seems a bit surreal. i hate having a very good memory. i tend to remember the most inane insignificant details. also, who the fuck is the person who wrote the rest of these blogs? i don't really recognise her. it's quite disconcerting when you realise that it's you, minus a couple of months, experiences, heartaches and makeup. to be honest, i'm listening to songs i used to listen to two years ago and they make even more sense now. "growing up" does that to you. i always